Some one some where knows what i feel..may be not here some where far but i know that one person exactly can understand what i go through.people near can never understand why u cry nor do i expect them to understand because they will never feel as i feel…life is so confusing…the near one are not loved because…because u know them…u know that they will not understand u..that inner feeling tells you that…but the ones who are far no matter what…u know their true faces…. u love them because u feel the intimacy… the connection…but some times u just need to let go…just recently read some where which meant…ur today is something that ur strong feelings at some long term of ur life u wanted… so true….what we carve for without knowing the consequences …without know how it would actually be…u just need that …and now.. when u get it……i just regret…mistakes of my life…. so well said that u understand a persons value only when they are gone…and now when am so far away…not only the distance but the mental gap….i understand…watever it was ..was for me..was mine… no point in standing connected but lonely…independence is not easy…it needs a lot of strength..inner strength..else ur gone.. season of depression is on…right from the time life takes a all feels a dream…fortunate,unfortunate…but it all feels a dream…like it just happened and u dint even realize…it all happens because you dint expect it…u never thought of t..u never wanted it 2 happen…. depression…no cure…Dont know what has to be done…music crap friends crap nothing works….realization….trying to keep mind busy..NO CHOICE LEFT no options….



We all know the importance of our great male family or poor family. . Every family needs male child. . The great dominance of a male in the family. . The son who will take forward the whole family. . Bull Shit in todays world. . Absolutely needed beti bachao . . A live example . . As a women who walked in my house ,the women who used to work in my house while i was a small kid . . Now she’s grown old. . She’s got a fledged family of husband,5 SONS and  a daughter…but now her situation. . She lost her husband few years ago. . And her great 5 sons left her too. . Made their own houses with their wives and children..her daughter too got married years ago and went to her husbands place. . In todays world of super deluxe expenses luckily she’s got a house on her own name where she lives all alone at this of 60+…they don’t even give her monthly expenses..her daughter comes once in a while to look after her mother and gives her some money..what a life she must have imagined when she gave birth of 5 sons..her daughter is the one who sends her some money,gave her a cellphone,calls her some time..And now her sons envy her..the one fight and ask their mother to sell of the house in which she lives and share the money among her sons..
Need more sons?
This is only one example. . So many more must be in every chol of India..
The great sons who are just taking forward your blood not you..
Daughter is the one who will look after you,may be she will Go away to some1 else’s home but she will never leave you.
And this is not the story of only small houses. . The stories behind the walls of big houses also revolves around the same thing.. Son will come to look after your assets during your last breath, but daughter will be there to look after you till your last breath.


Its all about time.Its just time that changes everything,literally EVERYTHING.Its not that we stop loving caring or being that good person we used to be ,its just that you transform..You transform into something more better and that what makes a difference in you as well as others connected to u.Time teaches us a lot of it.We develop,we know what has changed,what time taught us.In my life it was a change when i moved out of my home for the very first time …to stay all alone…among-st strangers…but then when time passes you realize that, you never realized how everything that was so strange to you turned out to be so familiar.Time also changed something so important to me…it changed my friends,some yet the same but some never bothered ,but the lucky part for me was that i found some friends who were really so dam similar to those old friends.Its not that you should text or call daily,its just that keep them in your heart.Time has changed so very much that i don’t blame those who don’t text me because neither do i,it its a busy life out there but there’s always that one moment when something such happens that,that old friend of yours is remembered may be because you’ve shared a similar moment with them or may be when u feel that in that moment they would be the best to help if (if they where wit you) is wen you truly remember them by heart and taking out 5 min to make them know that they are remembered is what to be done.It may even be that when you need a help and only that time you text them but that doesn’t mean that you need them only when you have work ,but it means that you trust them and believe that nobody better could help you at that moment.As said time changes everything,it changes people,it changes their feelings for u,so rather letting them go is a better option.




Life changes,but memories stay.

Thats a babe

This is to my closest friend Aishee..

Knowing this gal since preuniversity i know that she is a gadbadi,confused[at times],doglover,true hearted,humble and a very very smart girl.
Knowing her is exploring her every day.

She has lots to tell and lots to listen,lots to know and lots to give.
Recently known the fashionoholic
gal in Mumbai…

When i saw her for the first time,knowing that she’s from Mumbai,my thoughts were that This gal is full of stubborn attitude and a gal whose like “oh please,give me a break” but knowing her now for almost 5 years changed everything i thought.

The fashionsta ,shoppaholiccc gal who can do anything not to shop but save a Dogs life..

Truly motivated by me every now and then to go veggie but i don’t know how long that lasts…
We dream together to be right there in Paris when we turn 25..

This crazy women Is a person of love . .

Today is her birthday and i wish her Happiness and success..
what i think about you right now.


Dude Your a star you don’t need any formal education to be a fashion me .

with lots of love and care


HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY Aishu…[Aishwarya Acharya]
May you always be happy and all your wishes come true. :-*

I drive scooty and i am not a terrorist


We’ve all seen this and many of us do this. . . we tie our face with a scarf . . and the funny part is we are called TERRORIST ..,phulan devi.,daaku. . etc etc. . its not that we want to hide our face .. its the pollution that makes us do so.. we may use the best face wash,sun screen but the dust ,pollution around is so pathetic that it makes you feel like you feel like a layer of face pack is been applied on yours face if you go out without a scarf.Its often mistaken that its tied by girls who go out with their boys and don’t want others to know that its them . .crazy ppl. .
the amount of pollution has increased to such a level that now i feel even the scarf can’t save my skin from developing pimples..
Before i want my skin to breath by driving in the air but now my skin will die if i let it breath the polluted dust..
No Solution for this problem created by us itself. . .

Imagine if plants gave wifi signals. .
we Would plant so many of them . .
Too bad they only give the oxygen we breath. .

Chocolate OVER sponge

Chocolate seems to be the yummiest thing in the world,and when its poured over something spongy it definitely brings H2O in our mouth..
This is a simple recipe of a chocolate cake that will surely make you feel…”Oh i can cook”
So take out your apron on get started. .

Very simple things that you will Find in the store beside your home for a nearing half (more o less) kilograms of cake.
1. two cups All purpose flour (maida)
2.1tblspoon Baking powder
3.a little less than half a cup vegetable oil (cooking oil)
4.1teaspoon coffee powder
5.1tblspoon coco powder (you may also use Bournvita,chocolate drink powder)
6.a cup of milk and a half to two cups of powdered sugar(you may grind the sugar at home)
8.a few pieces cooking chocolate(compound bar) or any chocolate bar .
10.butter paper
So once you’ve assembled all the above what you need to do is
take a bowl and add all the ingredients from 1to 7 and mix them ..check the ratio of milk added..and make a shouldn’t be very thin o very think..
do not keep any lumps mix for a smooth batter.
line mould wit very little oil and shape the butter paper inside the mould..and pour the batter in the mould..
preheat your microwave on convention at 180 degrees and place the mould wit batter inside..
bake for 40min on convention .
take out the cake and insert a knife at the center of the cake if the knife comes out clean your cake it ready.
let it cool.
In a bowl melt the pieces of chocolate bar.
once the cake is cool pour the molten chocolate and spread it evenly on the cake also on the sides and refrigerate it for half hour.

Your cake is ready.

Friends for life time.

Friends..the word that describes a Big part of your life.Friends,good friends ,best friends,hi-bye friends,namesake friends…so many kinds of friends..but the best ones are those bitchy friends..who know the worst part of you,who have seen the ugliest face of yours but still love you .

They are one who may not support you all the time but will stand by you even when your wrong.They are not the one who rate each other,they are the who rate others together..They are the one who click each others pictures not when your looking beautiful but your looking the ugliest.They are the one whom you will remember when your 90, telling your grand children the story of your life.They are the one who will give their grand entry in all of you stories.

There comes a time in life when Life moves on by a rapid speed and you are forced to move on ,you make new friends but those new friends can never take place of those bitches with whom you’ve spent the most wonderful time of your life.
Those bitches may be selfish ,rude,arrogant,stubborn at times atlas they are Bitches,but they are the one you will love always..
This post is dedicated to all those bitchy friends of mine.

I miss you all..very much
Love you guys.