SOME ONE SOME WHERE

Some one some where knows what i feel..may be not here some where far but i know that one person exactly can understand what i go through.people near can never understand why u cry nor do i expect them to understand because they will never feel as i feel…life is so confusing…the near one are not loved because…because u know them…u know that they will not understand u..that inner feeling tells you that…but the ones who are far no matter what…u know their true faces…. u love them because u feel the intimacy… the connection…but some times u just need to let go…just recently read some where which meant…ur today is something that ur strong feelings at some long term of ur life u wanted… so true….what we carve for without knowing the consequences …without know how it would actually be…u just need that …and now.. when u get it……i just regret…mistakes of my life…. so well said that u understand a persons value only when they are gone…and now when am so far away…not only the distance but the mental gap….i understand…watever it was ..was for me..was mine… no point in standing connected but lonely…independence is not easy…it needs a lot of strength..inner strength..else ur gone.. season of depression is on…right from the time life takes a turn..it all feels a dream…fortunate,unfortunate…but it all feels a dream…like it just happened and u dint even realize…it all happens because you dint expect it…u never thought of t..u never wanted it 2 happen…. depression…no cure…Dont know what has to be done…music crap friends crap nothing works….realization….trying to keep mind busy..NO CHOICE LEFT no options….

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